MY Lif3 With Wesley

well he asked me to marry him lifes been good its been perfect and yeah my birthday is in 8 days fuck yes!!! but yeah i love him very much still just as crazy bout him well more so now!!! and damn i got him wrapped around my little finger lol and im also wrapped around his lol....and him Heather and Leigha and my mom are up to something those assholes lol and i get a car and fuck yes!!! lol well g2g!! I LOVE WESLEY ALEXANDER BEEGLE!!!! oh and yeah i wore his shirt today omg it was a tent on me he started laughing and was like yuor so small and then he kept tellin me how cute i was lol!!

ok so its already christmas eve how crazy is that im goin over wes's house tohang out today then coming home around 4 then we have our family party and yeahim meeting his grandparents isnt that great i dyed my hair back t my natural color and it looks really good i like it alot better but yeah tommorrow im goin to my dads for christmas this sux so bad.... but ill be home by monday night hopefully god i effing love wesley alexander beegle lol hes my world be bac later love Jenn

okay so yeah its been a good week i geuss i didnt have school todaywhich sucked but i geuss its fine we had a snow day and yeah tuesday me and wes are hanging out and then christmas eve meand wes are hanging out im goin to his house lol YAY and yeah me and him are doing great goin on 3 months tuesday GOD I EFFING LOVE HIM!!! so yeah lifes been good and rite now im at my dads and im bout to go to sleep cause im tired so lata I LOVE WESLEY ALEXANDER BEEGLE!!!!

So my life revolves around him and im happy that it does umm im so happy with him so infatuated and crazy hes the one that keepsme sane and im happy that he does i dont kno how i lived without him he means everything to me .... So in love but yet so little ways to explain how i feel..... I LOVE HIM.... so today was cool and nothing happend after 4th hour but yeah g2g I LOVE WESLEY ALEXANDER BEEGLE

Alright so in 2nd hour me chris and Leigha went and started talkin shit to Tara and i was like your fuckin lieing striaght to myu face stop lieing and tell me the truth and shes like iam i never said anything and yeah so then me and Chris was like well idf we find out ur lieing then were gonna kick your ass so then her face started to turn really red and that was it then i had to walk away cause the bitch was pissin me off and if i stayed any longer i woulda hit her so i had to leave ummm parently Sheena wants wes to forget she ever said anything so rite away u kno shes lieing And plus i would never hurt Wes Or cheat on him so the bitches need to shut there damn mouths but other then that mer and Wes are still really good Extremely good and from this episode it made our relationship stronger ya know.... So i geuss her plan back fired and screwed up but now i have 5th and 6th hour with tara this shits gonna BE FUN AS HELL i cant wait this bitch gots it comin... tryst me on that one shes gonna regret this shit..... but yeah wes believed every word and im glad he did cause all that shit was a lie and i hope he knows i wouldnt hurt him Ever god i effing love him

Ok so rite now im talkin to Andre and yeah lol ummm i just got off the fone with wes and Sheena is tryin to start shit with me and him like sayin im playin him and stuff so me and this girl are gonna have a throw down.... but like andre said im just gonna ignor her lol and yeah andre believes i wouldnt cheat on him so its all good I LOVE HIM got to go

Hes great he makes me so happy school was good i was in a good mood Wes PUT me in a better mood and i effing love him ..... but yeah thats my update so peACE NIGGAS......

so yesterday i hung out with wes till about 10 and yeah it was fun as always and i love him so effing much umm we went to a movie and seen walk the line with heather and murphy it was fun but we sat on opposite sides so that murphy could watch the movie lol ummm yeah me and wes got a lil carried away lol but it was fun umm he kept tellin me he loved me and i said it back and then he told me we could last forever if thats what we really wanted he kept tellin me i was a tease and yeah i left my scarf in the mlvie theather damnit and he left his hat..... lol so yeah but i g2g and its almost 3 months I LOVE WESLEY.... were still doin really good...

Ok so today was wierd boring and fast ummm i was in the dont fuckin touch me mood lol so i scared quite a few people but other then that i mean it was a good day but i g2g I LOVE YA WES

okay so ive been at my dads since wednesday and im ready to go home already i miss wesley and my momma ALOT ive been talkin to wes though so its okay but it makes me miss him more then what i did when i didnt talk to him damnit it sux either way and i babysat for 14 hours..... and yeah they were good i basically sat there and thought bout me and wes and od i love him so much hes the best thing in the world..... he misses me and ya kno im doing everything i can to make money seriously cause i wanna get him something nice for X-mis im so glad were together.... he gets me through alot hes done so much for me i owe him my life for wat hes done for me he makes me so happy i feel wanted needed and most of all LOVED hes turned my whole life around i dont kno wat id do without him hearing his voice puts a smile on my face but not being able to see his face or even touch it hurts i just wanna hold him i wanna let him kno how much i care for him he just doesnt get how much i love him we care for eachother so much more then what we have anyone else and i hope this never ends i wish wed be together FOREVER cause with him my lifes all in place and its perfect.....well i g2g so ttyl I LOVE WESLEY ALEXANDER BEEGLE!!!!

JENNA MARIE CRUM & WESLEY ALEXANDER BEEGLE = 4 EVER & ALWAYS

Ok so last nite was a good fuckin nite i LOVE HIM so fuckin much i had so much funn and ya kno he makes me so happy we went and seen chicken little lol it was so cute i love that movie and we yeah well we kissed and OMG hes the best kisser and hes just amazing hes my WORLD but yeah im goin to my fathers the first time in a month and im stayin till sunday so im gonna miss Wes I LOVE YOU BABY but yeah ttyl love me LIFES GOOD WITH YOU IN IT BABY..... YOUR MY EVERYTHING

well today was good except when Christin started makin up shit tellin wesley i said he had a small dick which i never fucking said and he doesnt have a small dick lol but then he was pissed and he said he believed me but i kno he dont god and then i was bout to say something to her after school but wes was like dont Jenn stop get that fucking look off your face i just wanted to jump on her and beat the shit outta her an not stop till she bled... but yeah im on the fone with him so ill bbl love ya..... I love wes.....

I fuckin love him hes AMAZING i cant stop smiling when im with him when im near him when i talk to him or even when i think of him hes great last night me him mason and zach went to the movies and yeah it was funn wes held me back from beating the shit out of Mason a couple of times lol but yeah we had fun he met my Uncle and my uncle likes him he tried scaring him by sayin if wes hurt me then he would hunt him down and there would be no mercy..... i started cracking up! but yeah we talked about us last night and he was like ill never leave you and i told him id never leave him either and then he told me that hed give me no reason to leave and i just smiled then we kissed and then in the movies i was trying to get his hat and his belt away from him and i had to bite him to get it and while i was biting him he was like to bad i like you biting me or matbe that would work so istarted laughing..... then he kept kissing my neck and OMG it kept giving me chills and then when i was watching the movie i could feel him breathing on my neck so i kept smiling and getting the chills and he had his arm around my waist and he was moving his hand slightly over my side to where it tickled and gave me chills and he was watching me as i smiled so i looked over at him and he had this big smile on his face..... it was funny then when he kisses my neck i always try to get him away from him kissing it cause it gives me chills big time and a total turn on spot so he held my hands down and kissed my neck gently and i was trying to move my hands so i could get him to stop but hes way to strong for me..... lol and then tommorrow will be 2 months we've been together a long time not really but im expecting many more months to come and so is he I swear to god i could not get his hands off my ass lol hes an ass man lol and then we were talking bout movies and i was like are you gonna watch this movie and he was like no i never do i always watch you and i was like yeah cause im a great movie to watch and he was like picture perfect... so then i told him he was stupid loland then during the movie he told me i was beyound perfect and he asked me why i was with him when i could get so much better and i was like cause your all i want and need and noone compares to youi told him he was better then anyone else and he kissed me he always says im to good for him fuck i am lol noo im not hes fucking perfect and the best guy you could ever meet and he respects everything i do hes a fucking DREAM... hes everything i want and ya know if were talking about someone notbeing good enough for eachother it would be me on that part cause i rouion everything seriously every relationship ive had i fucked up cause i was to prude or i was worried or i didnt trust the person when i should of and with him i trust him i know he wouldnt cheat and hopefully wouldnt leave me cause if he did id be a wreak...... Hes what i look forward to and if i lost him then screw everything else....okay so he gave me his grandmothers neckless and last night he grabbed it and was looking at it and was likeshe would of liked you.... and i smiled and kissed him....

ok so i get up at 626 am late for the bus i take a shower get dressed in my basketball pants and a black t and a blue zip up sweater and i walked down to the bus stop i get down there and about 10 mins later the bus comes and i get on start walking back there and the first person I see is WESLEY omg i got back and told him i hated him and that he sucked cause he told me he wasnt supposeto be there today he was suppose to go hunting so then i hugged him kissed him alot told him i mised him and that i loved him and that made my day so GREAT seeing him there on the bus hes wonderful god hes amazing but so yeah today was good but i sill cant believe it i wasnt going to go to school today either and he was like just go cause i dont want your grades to slip cause i want you to come over and if u skip then ur grades will fall so he convinced me to go only for the reason of he was gonna be there on the bus he made me smile so big.....then his best friend Kohl took my fone looked through my messages and my numbers then gave me his number lol wat a loser then wes seen a number which said sexy steve and he was mad about that so i had to explain why it said that and i told him it was nothing it was an inside joke so then he was like ok so then i changed the name to just steve and showed him it o nthe bus and he smiled and i asked if that was better and he said yeah god i love himthen he kept trying to get my attention when i was talking to leigha like he didnt want me to talk to any one but him so he kept grabbing me pulling me closer kissing my neck and i just kept laughing lol cause hes a loser..... but yeah it was a really good day god i missed him so much its crazi how much i missed him and like i just want to hold and kiss him and never stop hes AMAZING well i g2g oh and also he got mad that i bought movie tickets for us for tommorrow lol hes a LOSER well lata

okay so this week was pretty boring and otta place without wesley there i havent talked to him since sunday morning and then today i had to stay after i went to the movies to get tickets for Harry Potter lol and umm yeah i get home and rite after i get home he calls hes not suppose to be home till tommorrow but hey its all good im glad i got to hear his voice and kno everything was ok hes not going to school tommorrow LOSER umm but he is friday i miss him so much umm but yeah hes back but lata love ya guys oh and i hung out with Heather all week it was fun i love that girl but yeah lata...

so last night i went to the movies with Wes and yeah we told eachother how we felt and how we cared for eachother alot and how hes gonna miss me while hes gone for a week up north and yeah i love giving him hugs he makes me so happy i love kissing him hes fuckin perfect hes my world my life my everything...... I also got home planning on goin to bed rite when i got home but ended up tlkin to Andre for 3 hours about memories and ya kno i miss him so much hes still my longest relationship aint that funny 9 months long time like i talked to him and all the feelings that use to be there came flying back..... Hes awesome and we need to hang out i talked to nick dude i miss him to hes so stupid lol my lil Player lol ummm im gettin ready to go to Heathers house for the day then ill be home around 830 so when i get home im callin wes and talkin to him then ill talk to Andre hopefully ummm me and Wes went to see Elizabethtown it was good i tried focusing on the movie but it was hard with Wes sitting next to me lol..... He makes me so Happy he told me that he trust me completely while hes gone and that he knows i wont do anything and im so glad he feels that way cause i wouldnt do anyhting with anyone besides him.... i called him like 10 mins ago told him i was getting ready to leave and that id call him when i got home and that i love him he said it back and told me he missed me and that he hoped id call him back tonite and then he said that he'll call me in the morning before he goes outta town.... so yeah im gonna mis him so much its gonna be strange without him here im just gonna sleep while hes gone ..... Then friday when he gets back were gonna go see a movie and hang out but yeah i got to go so ill ttyl

WESLEY I LOVE YOU BABY

well me and wes have been talknin and ya kno me and him are gonna last forever seriously ill never let go of him hes wonderful i love him more then anything hes my world me and him were texting eachoother during class and wow he said some nice things and then he told me them to my face first then text me saying them god hes AMAZING today was good i got a new cell 1248-842-3918 but ya i g2g love all yas I LOVE WESLEY

well i love him hes amazing and i really found out how much i care for him today we had the worst fight ever then i asked him ?'s and i was like okay first why are you with me and hes like i love you i care for you and you make me happy so then i was like what do you like about me hes like everything so then i asked what h wanted out of this relationship cause im not onna play games and he said i want you so then earlier before i asked him this i was thinkin bout a brek cause im a loser and thought we needed one cause i got scared okay so for the last question i look at him and was like do you have doubs about us and he looked right in my eyes and was like i dont but its starting to look like you do my heart sank and rite then it hit me that hes perfect and im lucky to have him hes amzing and i wanted to through all that away i dont even know what i was thinking he told me i was confusing which i already knew that but i wasnt having a ood day at all it was shitty and i was takin it out on him i told him to not say i love you unless he ment it he came up to me held me gave me a kiss and was like im crazy about you and yes i love you and thats the truth so dont doubt it i was like omg i love you..... other then that wre doing really good were crazy bout eachother and its goin on 2 months pretty soon.... the 20th ummm im at my dads and i dont get to talk to him till sunday so thats a downfall but hey i get to see my dad and theres nothing better then that right besides seeing WESLEY well i g2g i love him so effing much

Okay so today is good so far i went trick or treating last night with wesley and it was fun i was being really mean to him and he was trying to be cuddly and love on me lol im a bitch but he loves it umm were still really good it will be 2 months in 19 days and hell be gone that loser umm this friday wer ehanging out and were going to the movies i cant wait till 5th hour cause were playing basketball yay god i love him hes amazing ummm last nite wesley went and got me candy from houses cause i didnt want to walk up there and get it umm i told him that he was almost as good as a snikers lol and that he wont be around next year he took that one to heart and asked me about it last nite around 930 after he went home i told him i was just kidding and i acctually do see him around next year so for him not to worry..... he said okay and it was dropped but now he keeps makin jokes about it and i feel really bad for saying all that last nite and the nite before last i told him everything like how i felt how i was scared to acctually be with him how i was confused to be with him and that maybe we should take a break but then he told me that i shouldnt be scared cause he wikll never hurt me and that he wasnt gonna let me make that decision of us taking a break so i said okay and he told me that he loved me then this morning he gave me a king size snickers lol and was like here this is for the fact that i almost compare to a snickers and i laughed and gave him a kiss and told him he was better then a snickers lol hes great but yeah i g2g class is almost over love me

well friday i went to the movies with wes....it was fun i love him so much i talked to his mom for about 20 mins ummmm he kept kissing my neck he was killling me kept giving me chills then last night we went on a haunted hayride it was funny as fuck then the clowns came and i got scared shitless and wes held onto me and then he told me i was fucking wonderful and that he effing loved me and he couldnt see himself without me and i told him the same thing cause i really couldnt see myself without him now And hes so happy and you can tell that he is i stole his belt last night i had it on the last hole it had and he could still put his hands in my pants lol no not like that lol we were seeing how tight my pAnts were.... umm i still have his belt i stole his wallet and that was funny i stuck hat down my pants on my legg and he went after it it was funny so i bent over so he couldnt get it god hes amazing hes the world to me.....todays sunday and its also devils nite lol ummm tommorrows halloween and wes is coming over to hang out im so excited im a french maid for halloween omg this is crazy it beens a month and 10 days and me and wes are doing perfect.... we havent even got into a fight or a real arguement yet and when we do get into arguments its over little stupid stuff like whos paying for the ticket or what movie were going to see and i usually win lol....im an argumentive person also i met his dad last night he seems cool.....god i love him 2 months november 20 and hell be gone what a loser lol im gettin my bellybutton pierced im going to disney world for my birthday....which is in 3 months nov2 well i g2g i have to call wesley...... love Jenn